28th November 2004 Sunday

Went for a temple anniversary dinner last night. Missed the last bus so ended up taking a cab home. Didn't know that the last bus leaves that early. Thought it would leave around twelve plus but I was wrong. Watched "New Police Story" after reaching home and hence ended up sleeping at around four in the morning. As a result, woke up only at three in the afternoon today. Pig right? But was real tired.

Boring Sunday. Did almost nothing today. Watched TV. Surfed the net. Nothing else. Boring bored Sunday......

26th November 2004 Friday

Yesterday was my birthday. =p Spent the first half of the day with my Mum and my sis who joined us after her exams. Did nothing much. Went to temple to pray and later had dinner in the vicinity. Then went to shop at Seiyu. Didn't buy anything though. After that went to Suntec to meet up with my JC friends. Was there too early and was feeling real bored. Luckily XY and K called to help me while away some time. =p Went looking around at HMV after I put down the phone. Then went to listen to CD at Esplanade library since I decided that I was really too early. Listened to Rui En's CD as I watched as the sky dimmed. Quite an enjoyment despite being alone. After that when time's up I went to meet up with YM, LS, JY and SL. Went Marche but I didn't eat anything as I had dinner already. Talked crap as I watched them eat. Took some photos. After Marche we went to have Starbucks at Raffles City and carried on talking crap. Thanks to them who accompanied me. Well, that concludes my birthday. =p

Today went to work as usual though I felt unusually tired. Routine day for me. Nothing happened out of the blue today (at least until now)......

22nd November 2004 Monday

Blue blue Monday morning for me. Nearly couldn't get up for work. Somehow my body refuses to work. But it was okay when I reached the centre. Guess the children there chased away some of the blues. Well, not much of a Monday. Boring as usual. Perhaps my life revolves around the word "Boring". =(

(PS: Didn't realise today is my chinese birthday till my mother mentioned it. Now that she mentioned it, here is wishing myself a very happy birthday night. =p)

21st November 2004 Sunday

Hee. Me ended up re reading"第一次的亲密接触". Touched me again despite it is the second time I am reading it. Really a nice nice book though the ending is a bit too sad to my liking. But perhaps that is what makes the story beautiful......

(PS: Those of you who have not read this book before, try it. You will love it as much as I do......)

21st November 2004 Sunday

Tried conference call for the first time on Friday. Very fun. Feels like a conference on MSN except that it is in voice instead of words. Fun fun fun. Too bad I had to go off early because I got work on Saturday. =(

Saturday work as usual except that my favourite student didn't come. =p But the rest of the children are also very fun. =p Went to watch "The Forgotten" at night. Nice and innovative idea for a movie but the movie itself is not very exciting though. Maybe they should add more action into the ending part.

Boring boring Sunday for me. Nothing to do. So bored. Haha. Weird person right? Need to study also complain. Nothing to do also complain. =p Now to think what to do later. *Sigh*

18th November 2004 Thursday

Dead beat. Just back from work and dinner. But was quite a fun day as I got to see those familiar cute faces again at the enrichment centre. Very happy as most of the children there still remember me. =p Was still worrying that the weekday students might have forgotten me already as I haven't been working there during weekdays for about 12 weeks, which is my whole semester. Fortunately they didn't. Had fun thought tiring......

(To Ms XY: Don't be too sad lah. Cheer up cheer up...... ^__^)

17th November 2004 Wednesday

"End of the war...... Who wins will be known in a month's time. Hope I am not fighting a losing battle......"

Haha. Managed to dial into 93.3 successfully again yesterday. Must be real lucky to get through in two consecutive days. Hope my luck isn't used up yet. Still need lots of good luck especially for the exam results that will be released in one month's time.

Taling about exams, me finally finished my last exam paper today. Though it was another dreadful paper but I shall not dwell about it. As I always say, if dwelling upon a problem wouldn't help in changing the result of the problem, why dwell upon it? We should look ahead isn't it? Besides I got one whole month before I worry about the results. =p Bought SHE new album. Hope it would be nice. =p

Got to work tomorrow and got to give tuition tonight. Sigh. Looks like there wouldn't be much rest time even though it is after exams. But guess getting something to do is better then having nothing to do right? =p

16th November 2004 Tuesday

"Endure Endure......"

One more day to my last paper. Looking forward to not the paper but the end of the exams. Haha. Managed to dial into 93.3 yesterday. Haha. Ling Zhi say I no life..... *Sigh* But come to think of it, what she says does makes sense. Maybe life isn't only about studying. =p Shall do something about it but guess that got to wait till after my exams tomorrow. =p

Good luck to myself for the last paper tomorrow......

15th November 2004 Monday

Spent the whole afternoon studying company law today. Came to the conclusion that making the exam an open book one is not much of a reassurance to me. How am I supposed to have the time to flip through the book finding the right statute during the exam? But you couldn't expect me to memorise all of that right? So much confusing stuff. Anyway, I can only pray for the best. Hope I survive through it without much gashes. Pray for me......

(PS: To Ms YL: Welcome back to Singapore. =p Glad you enjoyed your trip.)

13th November 2004 Saturday

"There are bound to be people who hold different stands with regards to a certain matter. We should however not make snide remarks at those holding different stands from us. We could never be certain that the stand we hold is the right one. This is especially so when a stand is chosen based on human perception which is extremely susceptible to errors."

Feels weird to take an exam paper on a Saturday afternoon and a gloomy afternoon that is. Dark clouds hovered in the sky the whole duration of my paper. Crapped through the paper. Well, did my best and now I shall hope for the best. One more paper to go before the official end of this semester......

12th November 2004 Friday

Lost sense of time. Took a few minutes before I figured out what is today's day and date. Studied for the chinese lyrics exam today. Don't know how to study so thought I would just read through and pray that I would be able to perform tomorrow. Pray for me too those of you who see this.

Just saw on news that the Huang Na's case is adjourned again due to Ah Hao implying that he is being ill treated by the police. Believe that the Singapore police won't do such a thing but then again, I won't be surprised if they really did ill treat him. I would ill treat him if his fate is in my hands. Nothing is a good reason for killing a defenceless child. Imagine the cruelty of what he has done. He has deprived the kid of experiencing all the ups and downs of life. She will never get a chance to graduate from primary school, secondary school and who knows, maybe even University. She won't get a chance to fall in love, marry and have her own kids. She will never know the sweetness that life has in store for her. I could carry on and on but I would not as every sentence pains me. *Sigh* What is the world coming to? Is peace really an inachievable thing? *Sigh*
May all the souls on Earth be pure again as when they were first created......

9th November 2004 Tuesday

"Kind things that people did for you should be written in stone such that it wouldn't fade over time. Cruel things that people did to you should be written in sand such that the winds of forgiveness and the tides of time would wash it away.
Easier said then done......"

Eight more days to my next major paper and I still haven't got my momentum back. *Sigh* Been lazing around these days with regards to studying, studying only a little everyday. Been a good boy today though. Swept and mopped the floor. =p Actually was forced to do so. Not much of a choice given. Haha.

Not that much of a good day for me. Actually was a bit of a sad one but I will not say why here. Don't want to look back on my blog one day and recall all those sad things. Let all sadness be written in sand so that the winds will bring them away someday......

(PS: Bon Voyage to Ms YL for her Taiwan trip today. Have a nice trip.)

7th November 2004 Sunday

"Will wishing upon a wishing star fulfill my wishes? But how could a dying planet fulfill one's dreams?"

These few days are super boring. Studying a little everyday for an open book exam on 17th November which incidentally is my last exam paper. Ten more days to go. But not much mood to study. *Sigh* Don't seem to be able to find the momentum. Actually never got the momentum ever since last semester ended. Wonder when will I get the momentum back again? Must I wait till eternity?

Changed the background music of my blog. For those on narrowband, please be a little patient if it doesn't play immediately as the file is rather big......

Yawn. Don't know what to do already. Don't feel like going back to my books but nothing much to do online either. *Sigh*

4th November 2004 Thursday

"When will the waves end?"

*Sigh* Bad day. Bad paper. *Sigh* Disaster would be an understatement. I believe those of you who have taken this same paper as me will agree with me. *Sigh* Just hope I won't do too badly...... *Sigh*

2nd November 2004 Tuesday

"I am not smart. I am not hardworking. It is that I am lucky at times. (But guess not this time.) So stop treating me as though I am one who knows everything. I am but a normal human."

Lousy paper taken today. Don't know what to write. How to write anything useful when there is nothing from the book? What is the point of making it open book? *Sigh* It is like giving you fish and asking you to eat and vommit out chicken. Is it possible? *Sigh* Hope I don't do too badly.

1st November 2004 Monday

"If an F is better than nothing. And nothing is better than an A. Then does it mean that an F is better than an A? The world is full of weird logics......"

Spent one whole day reading through my Research Methods textbook in preparation for my first paper tomorrow. Could not see how it has helped in my understanding but do really hope that it will help in my paper tomorrow. Was thinking how do I study for an open book paper especially when the lecturer advises us not to open the textbook during the exam? Does it mean that nothing will come out from the book? If so, then what is the use of reading the book even? *Sigh* Wish me luck for tomorrow.....