16th February 2008 Saturday

Caught the much awaited "L Change the World" sneak today. There weren't as many clever plots and twists in comparison to Death Note 1 and 2 but I guess it has its merits as well. It sort of showed us the never seen before side of L, especially the emotional parts. And I had to admit the actor acted really well. Both me and my friends felt he really acted out certain of the emotional bits of the film really well. I guess I will not further elaborate on the film to prevent any spoilers for those who have yet to catch the film. Afterall, the film is not officially out yet. It is only sneaks this weekend. Recommended film for die hard fans of Death Note and the genius detective L.

12th February 2008 Tuesday

First post of the year, if you count by the Lunar Calendar, and I am sorry but it won't be a post full of hype and happiness. Well, of course, if you want me to lie, I could write a post depicting how high I am. But as this is my blog, I choose to be truthful. Been feeling kind of mentally drenched, incompetent and thoroughly demoralized lately. I guess having expectations pile on you coupled with the inability to accept the fact that I keep repeating silly and careless mistake could only equate to insatisfaction and a thorough disgust at myself. And it doesn't help when others think that you are all good and deep inside you know that you might even be below average. As a friend so rightly puts - Happiness is when you stop looking so hard. So perhaps I should just learn to take things easy, don't put too much pressure on myself and disregard what others think. Well, I know it would be difficult given my character but it doesn't hurt to include it as a resolution does it? Or would a change in environment be better? I wonder....

2nd February 2008 Saturday

今天在超市买东西的时候就看到了一对男女因为一些碰撞而发生冲突，在超市里大吵大闹。或许是因为超市的队很长，排得久了，大家心情都不怎么好吧。所以冲突才那么轻易的发生。茫然的看看四周。因为周末的关系，超市里真的好拥挤，看到大家都是忙忙碌碌的从一个地方赶往下一处。超市是如此，街道是如此，就连地铁也是如此，门一开，大家都急急忙忙的想作第一个离开地铁站的人。突然想想，生活怎么会那么庸庸碌碌呢？是自己的选择？亦或是情势所逼？还是大家都在岁月中习惯了忙碌？其实想想，我们忙着从一个地方，一个生活阶段赶往下一个地方，下一个生活阶段。这不就象是一种没终点的循环？那我们又何必在如此没终点的循环中赶来赶去呢？离开了一段等待，到了新的地点，不也又是一段等待？何不放慢脚步，张大眼睛，保留一些潇洒，好好的享受并体会如此的循环呢？相信在循环中我们能得到一些从未有过的体会，看见一些忙碌中所错过的人情事。

说大家，我也不是忙忙碌碌的过了一生？祈求拥有那份放慢脚步的潇洒并希望在人生的循环中保留那份单纯，执着，单纯想对人好的心。并祈求在生活的循环中得到另一种体会。。。