22nd July 2006 Saturday

Realised I haven't been blogging for ages. So much so that I forgot that I once used to blog. Really wanted to blog about something. Anything for that matter. But life has been really boring and routine for me recently that I really don't have anything to blog about. Everyday is about work, go home and sleep and work again. Actually work isn't that busy as yet so I guess my boring life is much a choice on my part. Now that I have exhausted everything that I can push the blame to, I can only put the blame on myself for my boring life. Maybe my friend was right in saying that I am best suited for audit because I have always led a "no life" kind of lifestyle. So a transition into audit will just be a transition from "no life" to "no life", which makes it a non-transition. And since there isn't any life to talk about, I guess I will leave blogging till when I have more things to talk about.

How do I have a life when all the life I had is still with you......

17th July 2006 Monday

我们总在失败或接近失败时告诉自己放弃执着。但试着放弃执着本身不也是一种执着吗？人就是这么奇怪，总爱与自己的心作对。但他们却忘了与心作对的结果只有一个。心伤。其实放纵自己的心不行吗？我认为有时候，心才是最正确的指标。就好像如果你感受得到爱，那么“我爱你”这三个字说不说出口重要吗？就好像我说不爱，心就能不爱了吗？你明白了吗？

7th July 2006 Friday

Sometimes, in life, after you have made a decision and chosen a path, you look back and wonder if you have made the correct decision and chosen the correct path. This is especially so when you fell down on the path that you have chosen. But is there really a point in looking back? Does looking back enable you to walk back and change your decision? Even if you could walk back, how sure are you that the other path doesn't hurt as much as this one? But we can't help but look back and wonder don't we? The grass always seems greener over the fence isn't it? That is when we have to learn to be contented with what we have got and what we experienced. We really ought to be satisfied you know? We came into this world with nothing, not even a piece of clothing. And we have got so much now. Each and everything that we own in this world is a gift and we ought to give thanks for them. Do not blame for what you don't have. Give thanks for what you have.

Easy to say. Hard to do... Or maybe I just didn't put in enough effort...

5th July 2006 Wednesday

Why do I have to fall sick on the first few days of commencement of work?

3rd July 2006 Monday

因为要得到所以拼命的追逐。直到忘记了累，忘记了痛，忘记了失望，忘记了自尊，忘记了自己，更忘记了在追逐着什么。原来最好的东西往往是在你最不经意的时候出现在你面前。而你拼命追逐的却永远的深藏于远方。好遥远的远方。。。