15th June 2006 Thursday

If there were to be any song that would describe what I am feeling now, it would be this song. Which is why I love it so much……

也不是真的不要关心
也不是真的不曾介意
可我也不是真的拒绝这一切
只留下自己

也不是全都不理不听
也不是真的无从继续
可每一次我的试着坚强都成了不得已的哭泣

I’m screaming
I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to be mature someday but
'til now it’s still in vain
I’m trying to go on this path
But you said I haven’t get the jests

也不是真的不要关心
也不是真的不曾介意
而你懂不懂我？懂不懂？
其实我心里都珍惜

也不是全都不理不听
也不是硬要颠反事理
可每一次我的试着靠近
都成了你看见的抗议

I’m screaming
I’m losing all of itI’m trying to be perfect someday but
'til now it’s still in vain
I’m bearing
I’m losing all of it
I’m trying to be understood
But you said I haven’t seen it yet
(But you said I haven’t seen the points)

I’ll try it out; I’ll try it out
I’m trying out sometime
I’ll try it out someday

~<<Scream>>---张悬~