13th September 2004 Monday

Busy day today. Did project for almost the whole day. I guess the coming few days are going to be the same. *Sigh* Tomorrow got two project meetings but they are at the same time and at two different ends of Singapore so guess I could only go for one. *Sigh* Hope I can finish at least one of the projects tomorrow.

Been feeling very empty lately. Lack of an aim in life perhaps. And perhaps a lack of concern and love. *Sigh* I am but human. Difficult as it is, I have to admit reluctantly that I still need concern, love and friends. Sad to say that I am not getting them. I don't even have a friend whom I can call my bosom friend. *Sigh* Am I that hard to understand? *Sigh* Perhaps....... Or maybe just hard to be with.......