27th August 2004 Friday

Rainy day. Why must it always rain when I am feeling lost and sad? What is our goal in living? I am starting to lose focus of my goal if there is one to being with. =(

Read this in one of my mail. Find it very meaningful......

This is what a girl tell a guy

If you see me walk the road with someone else, it is not because I like his company.

It is because you are not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time, it is not because he pleases me.

It is because you are too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling with someone new, it is not because I love him.

It is because you are not there to catch me fall.

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere.

I too don't know where the road is going.

Are we gonna cross each other's path?

Or just completely turn around?

Will we just let go of what we had?

Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk with him.

It is you I want to walk with.

Don't let me talk of him.

It is you I want to talk with.

Don't let me fall for him.

It is you I want to fall in love with.

This is how the guy replied

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to stand beside you,

I was behind you every step of the way,

still filled with the awe because of the beauty that stands before me.

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat,

I didn't want to assume anything

And I was afraid to lose our friendship.

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you,

It was because you never gave me the chance.

You never reached the bottom,

You've already grabbed a branch.

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost.

I too don't know where the road is going.

Are we just going to turn around?

Or are we gonna cross each other's path?

Will we just let go of what we had?

Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone.

I want to walk by your side.

Don't le me talk of something else.

It is you I want to talk with.

Don't let me fall for someone else.

It is you I want to fall in love with.